Saturday, July 11, 2009

Got some meds today

This is Allison -

Well, we're gearing up for Round 2 of meds. I received my Lupron and trigger shot today. It's making it seem more real. Jenn will be starting hers tomorrow. Woohoo! Hopefully we're going to be on track this time and get this show rolling.

I had dinner last night with Jenn and Michael and two other couples. We had a great time. One of the girls is pregnant with twins for the other couple. I hate to say it, but I was feeling a little jealous. I just want it to be us. I don't want to seem greedy though. I have never had the feelings of some women that I read about......about not being able to go to baby showers, getting worked up around others who have children, etc. I really don't know why I don't have those feelings, but the feeling of a little jealousy came over me a little last night. I just want it to be my turn. :) I'm just excited and am just praying this all works out right and we end up with a little munchkin or two. :)

Anyways.....hopefully our blog will become a little more exciting in the next few days, weeks, etc. Being in that limbo the last couple of months has been so yucky. Waiting is just so hard to do. But once you get where you were waiting on....it doesn't seem that long.

Thanks for everyone's prayers and we'll update as things happen.

Over and out......

3 comments:

Wewurtskihit said...

I remember how jealouos we were when we saw someone pregnant while we were trying (naturally and with IVF). But I have to say that the jealousy was replaced by joy, immense joy and electric anticipation when we DID get pregnant with Tayleigh thanks to our surro!!
So, my guess is you will feel the same once you get pregnant! Well, that and morning sickness...LOL

And I wouldnt sweat over a NON-exciting blog. Taking shots is really nothing write home about, never mind write to the world about...LOL

Mark

Ethan, Zach, and Emma's Mom said...

You're in my thoughts and in my prayers!

Membership Required said...

Allison, I think that is totally normal to feel a little jealous. It took a while to get pregnant with our first. I struggled with miscarriages and enduring others around me get prego at the drop of a hat. Then when I wanted to have one so badly I was very ill. Finally after trying and waiting and trying we got our first bundle of joy. With a little help but nearly close to the assistance you are getting from Jenn. So dont beat yourself up. I think that little twinge of jealousy has erupted in the best of us. Cant wait to hear more news. As always I am praying for your bundle of joy to appear. ML