Friday, August 21, 2009

I like Roller Coasters......

This is Allison

but this one is the biggest one I've ever been on. Seriously, this testing stuff will make any sane person absolutely certifiably insane. Just come take me away to a padded cell. Like one girl said, the crap with the frozen embryos, freeze me till the beta test. :)

My stomach has been tore up since about Wednesday. My nerves are shot. I'm sure my blood pressure is through the roof. My sanity is on the verge of jumping off the ledge. So much up and down.

Just trying to hold on through this crazy whirlwind of emotions. Now that Jenn has had two faint positives. Everyone says they see it, but I'm not sure I'm really seeing it. It does make me feel better though. BUT, I just don't want to get my hopes WAY up and then it be negative. I'm trying to stay somewhere in the happy middle.

Thanks to everyone for the support and prayers. We have so much support and it makes this journey easier by having that.

Until next time.....I'm holding on tight


Niki said...

Oh girl you are seeing it and it's amazing! CONGRATS on the early +! It's hard to stay in the middle on this ride. I say enjoy the good news as it comes because if something bad happens it won't hurt any less than if you stay in the middle (I say this from experience). This is why I say celebrate every little success that comes your way! I can't wait to hear more good news from your blog!

Jennifer said...

I'm not helping the nerves, I know :) Between my breakdowns, compulsive testing with bad results, spotting & cramping, then finally seeing something that is very faint, it's enough to send anyone over the ledge!!

Ethan, Zach, and Emma's Mom said...

Praying praying praying!