Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Couple of interesting things...

This is Allison

First thing is that I'm a big fan of As the World Turns (soap opera for those of you who don't know). I know, I know, it's silly, but I hate to admit I'm a little addicted. One of the episodes last week featured one of the girls on the show not being able to get pregnant or carry a pregnancy. Her friend offered to become her surrogate. Wow....pretty cool. The reason I think this is cool is because surrogacy is still quite hush hush out in the world. It's almost like no one wants to talk about it and just kind of keep it pushed under the rug so to speak. I am so thankful for technology in this day and age. Without it, I would not be able to try and have my own biological children, something that comes easy to many women. While I'm not sure if I would fall into only the medical category of not being able to just carry a pregnancy successfully, I may also have fertility issues. I was diagnosed with endometriosis about 10 yrs ago and underwent surgery. At that time, my doctor told me that I would probably need fertility drugs to help me become pregnant. I just think surrogacy is a miracle for a lot of us out here struggling with trying to start a family and I think it shouldn't be looked down upon since it's our only choice. And believe me, I didn't ask for this to happen to me. I would love to be able to carry my own child, but it's just not going to happen. In comes Jenn. :) My true hero and wonderful friend. So, I'm so curious to see where the soap opera takes this topic. Stay tuned. :)

Next, I forgot my darn Lupron shot this morning!!! Holy crap! Before last Thursday, I was taking one shot a day (in the evening). Now I'm taking two shots a day, one in the morning and evening. Well, I guess I was half way to work and it hit me. I almost panicked. But, I figured, I guess I will just double up when I get home this evening. Surely it didn't screw anything up. I just finished giving myself the shot a while ago and holy moly it stung this time. I guess because I injected so much, who knows. I bet I don't forget again.

Last Friday we received our PBO. Yippee!! Pre Birth Order. This is the document that shows that our contract is approved by the court and that states the birth certificate will state mine and Doug's names as the parents. How awesome. We are to present this to the hospital in order for them to process the documents and paperwork properly and to give us access to our baby/babies in the hospital. It was awesome receiving this finally. How exciting. Just another thing out of the way. This journey has been rather smooth except for my estrogen and progesterone not cooperating like we want them to.

That brings me to the next topic. Let's start praying early for my Thursday appointment. Low estrogen, low progesterone. Geez, surely this will be my week. If they are low enough, I'm assuming they'll do the cyst aspiration procedure on Friday and I will start my other meds on Saturday. Barb says that most women are on those meds for about 9-12 days. So, that puts us in the 3rd week of March. Come on ovaries, do your thing!!!!

Thanks for all of the prayers everyone.........

5 comments:

momsoon said...

Hey- I know the sheer panick of a slip in "perfectly timed" meds- I am positive that the science is not that exact or else they would never let us amatuers be doing the damn shots!!!!

I am thrilled to be able to cheer along your cycle as we embark on our surro-journey as well! Looks like we will be pretty close together in cycles(if everything falls into place, we will be transferring to R. the last weekend of March!!!)
Best of luck on your b/w!!!I'll be checking in...

Jennifer said...

Ok, so then I can confess that I didn't get yesterday's Lupron shot until sometime after 2:30 then??? I generally get it done before 11, but with all of the sick kiddos I've been dealing - and yes, maybe a little sleep deprivation - I forgot! I'm not sure how I can remember my shot while completely panicked after Michael's wreck, but can forget when I am running around playing nurse to 2 kids with fevers?!? Doesn't make much sense does it?

Membership Required said...

Hey this is my thought on the whole hush, hush. I think you should start a movement. Get a button made for your blog. See mine I got made for Abigail on my side bar. This way people can place it on there blogs and prayers will be pleanty not to mention it is a great way to break some hush, hush stereotypes. Be bold right. Jennisa at once upon a blog makes buttons and her link is on the bottom of my side bar. Think about it. Maybe God would want you to witness this way of having a baby so more mommies to be can become aware of how they can get a child of their own.

Allison said...

Thanks for that comment. Jenn, maybe we should do that. You know more about this stuff than me. :)

Jennifer said...

I'll check into it - I have no idea how to design this sort of stuff...I just find it and use it (with permission, of course!) :)

We'll talk....